~他~

和他相识的日子不多，

但，对于他，却有种说不出的感觉。。

我们在一起的日子，有时傻得可爱；

有时不说话，静静地看着他。。

淡淡的香味，甜甜的微笑，温柔的眼神。。

一切是如此地快，

但却又是如此自然地发生了。。

无法控制地喜欢上了。。

~cousin's wedding~

my dear counsin's wedding on 14 dec 2008..
wish tat she and her husband in love forever and get their cutie baby soon.. ^__^

~tank懂了~

喜欢这首歌，
有些感觉，不用说些什么，就了了懂了。。

~mERry cHrIstMas~

Yeah~

Christmas is coming soon

^__^

Although i dont have any activity for that day (no plan yet),

but still very happy for it..

Wish you all Merry Christmas first ..

~新的开始~

六年五个月又一天的感情，
就这样地结束了。。
面对他那哀求，心情很沉重
毕竟曾经拥有不少的回忆。。
我真地希望他能找到他的幸福。。
不想再那么地拖拖拉拉。。
拥有的时候就该好好地珍惜，
别每次等到失去的时候才要懊悔。。
这个决定是对是错，我不晓得。。
但现在的我会好好地度过这单身的日子。。
单身的日子也不错嘛。。
至少学会疼爱自己。。
至少心情变得轻松了。。
一切会是新的开始。。

~自己~

今天知道成绩，我不及格了。。

其实我本已带着接受不及格的心情，

但长这么大的我第一次面对考试不及格，

心情真的很不好受。。。

好辛苦忍着泪，但，最终还是躲在厕所哭了。。

是因为考试不及格？还是因为放在心上的事情太沉重了？

我也不晓得，我迷失了，我从没像现在那么地没方向感。。

我要的是什么？我该做些什么？

想了好久，但答案总是不了了之。。

是我变了吗？还是我已看懂了？

看懂了我的生活？

看懂了我们之间的关系？

看懂了我是不是该为我自己做些什么？

看懂了我应该做些改变？

是我变了才看懂了，还是我看懂了才变了？？

我想，是哪个都不重要，我真地需要冷静。。

我好想为我自己活一次。。

Present of I by Calculation

• I(During Work) = Tires of work + Stress + Money

Tires = Rushing for work whole day

Stress = A lot of studies + research

Money = Earn abit from work

• I ( During Conflict ) = Headache + Sadness+ Cry

Headache = To solve the problem

Sad = When the conflict happen

Cry = Because of sadness

• I (During Dreaming of travel) = Happy + Excited - Tires of work - Stress

Happy = Happy to think about it

Excited = Excited of planning to do it

• I ( During Traveling ) = Happy + Excited - Money

Happy = To look out different world

Excited = To know or meet new things or ppl

• I ( During Learning Piano ) = Enjoy + Relax - Headache - Cry

Enjoy = The feeling of play piano

Relax = From the music

• I ( During at Home) = Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Comfortable = My little own world

Safe = Protect by my lovely parents

Warm = Care from my family members

Sweet = Love from my family members

• I ( Present ) = I (During Work) + I ( During Conflict) + I ( Dreaming of travel) +I ( During Traveling) + I ( During Learning Piano) + I ( During at Home )

So,

• I ( Present ) = Tires of work + Stress + Money + Headache + Sadness + Cry + Happy + Excited - Tires of work - Stress + Happy + Excited - Money + Enjoy + Relax - Headache - Cry + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Conclusion,

• I ( Present ) = Sadness + Happy + Excited + Happy + Excited + Enjoy + Relax + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

• I ( Present ) = Happy + Excited2 + Enjoy + Relax + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Can get it?

It mean that my life right now still fill by feeling of happy, double strength of excited, enjoy, relax ,comfortable, safe , warm and sweet ..

^_^

Wish to travel right now..

Waiting for it..