~Stupid~

Recently feel myself stupid..
Always did things wrongly..
i had tried my best to do everything well but dont know why still had some mistake..
Maybe i were not work hard enough or im really stupid??
My feeling just bad ,bad , bad and bad...
But i cant give up like that..
Have to learn , improve and make a better me..

~他~

和他相识的日子不多，

但，对于他，却有种说不出的感觉。。

我们在一起的日子，有时傻得可爱；

有时不说话，静静地看着他。。

淡淡的香味，甜甜的微笑，温柔的眼神。。

一切是如此地快，

但却又是如此自然地发生了。。

无法控制地喜欢上了。。

~cousin's wedding~

my dear counsin's wedding on 14 dec 2008..
wish tat she and her husband in love forever and get their cutie baby soon.. ^__^

~tank懂了~

喜欢这首歌，
有些感觉，不用说些什么，就了了懂了。。

~mERry cHrIstMas~

Yeah~

Christmas is coming soon

^__^

Although i dont have any activity for that day (no plan yet),

but still very happy for it..

Wish you all Merry Christmas first ..

~新的开始~

六年五个月又一天的感情，
就这样地结束了。。
面对他那哀求，心情很沉重
毕竟曾经拥有不少的回忆。。
我真地希望他能找到他的幸福。。
不想再那么地拖拖拉拉。。
拥有的时候就该好好地珍惜，
别每次等到失去的时候才要懊悔。。
这个决定是对是错，我不晓得。。
但现在的我会好好地度过这单身的日子。。
单身的日子也不错嘛。。
至少学会疼爱自己。。
至少心情变得轻松了。。
一切会是新的开始。。

~自己~

今天知道成绩，我不及格了。。

其实我本已带着接受不及格的心情，

但长这么大的我第一次面对考试不及格，

心情真的很不好受。。。

好辛苦忍着泪，但，最终还是躲在厕所哭了。。

是因为考试不及格？还是因为放在心上的事情太沉重了？

我也不晓得，我迷失了，我从没像现在那么地没方向感。。

我要的是什么？我该做些什么？

想了好久，但答案总是不了了之。。

是我变了吗？还是我已看懂了？

看懂了我的生活？

看懂了我们之间的关系？

看懂了我是不是该为我自己做些什么？

看懂了我应该做些改变？

是我变了才看懂了，还是我看懂了才变了？？

我想，是哪个都不重要，我真地需要冷静。。

我好想为我自己活一次。。

Present of I by Calculation

• I(During Work) = Tires of work + Stress + Money

Tires = Rushing for work whole day

Stress = A lot of studies + research

Money = Earn abit from work

• I ( During Conflict ) = Headache + Sadness+ Cry

Headache = To solve the problem

Sad = When the conflict happen

Cry = Because of sadness

• I (During Dreaming of travel) = Happy + Excited - Tires of work - Stress

Happy = Happy to think about it

Excited = Excited of planning to do it

• I ( During Traveling ) = Happy + Excited - Money

Happy = To look out different world

Excited = To know or meet new things or ppl

• I ( During Learning Piano ) = Enjoy + Relax - Headache - Cry

Enjoy = The feeling of play piano

Relax = From the music

• I ( During at Home) = Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Comfortable = My little own world

Safe = Protect by my lovely parents

Warm = Care from my family members

Sweet = Love from my family members

• I ( Present ) = I (During Work) + I ( During Conflict) + I ( Dreaming of travel) +I ( During Traveling) + I ( During Learning Piano) + I ( During at Home )

So,

• I ( Present ) = Tires of work + Stress + Money + Headache + Sadness + Cry + Happy + Excited - Tires of work - Stress + Happy + Excited - Money + Enjoy + Relax - Headache - Cry + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Conclusion,

• I ( Present ) = Sadness + Happy + Excited + Happy + Excited + Enjoy + Relax + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

• I ( Present ) = Happy + Excited2 + Enjoy + Relax + Comfortable + Safe + Warm + Sweet

Can get it?

It mean that my life right now still fill by feeling of happy, double strength of excited, enjoy, relax ,comfortable, safe , warm and sweet ..

^_^

Wish to travel right now..

Waiting for it..

PenangTrip08nov08

~Hiking Photo~

Finally get the photo during hiking from friend..

Felt really sorry to disturb her alot ^__^

Kit, an active and sweet girl..

she like to take photo..

me.. look so happy..

a nice photo took by Kit..

Darien and i were the model that day..

haha.. *__*

No choice, one photograher and another two have to be model..

Go to explode and see the end it lead to..

nice and cool water..

we went to catch the fish also..

Nice shot by photograher..

of course it also need professional model like me and Darien..

Haha.. ^__^

We really tired of keep jumping..

Another nice photo..

Still have some other photo..

But tired to upload already..

*__*

Finish our job already..Yeah,123, smile..

and went to swim afterward..

because the sea really look so nice that day..

~A Crazy Day~8/11/08

I had went out for hiking in Penang National Park with newly meet friends. National Park is a relaxing place with beautiful scenery along the way. We took around 1 hour ++ to reach the beach.We took some crazy photos, swim , chat, observe fishes there.. unfortunately i didnt took camera,so have to wait for my friend's photo. The weather that day was great, blue sky and sea. . Enjoy the moment so much.

We walked back with our wet clothes and its dark when we reach at the carpark. We took bath in public toilet (not so clean toilet although it was considered as new toilet). Then we went to gather with other cs members. Alot of ppls and foreigners at the cs gathering. We were having dinners together. So happy to meet and chat with them there. There was a girl's birthday at that day. We celebrate it with her and there was a suggestion go to club afterward.

My first time clubbing with a T-shirt and short pan. Haha. ^__^ Happy hour until 3am next morning. Reach home at 4am and have to wake up and work somemore on 6.30am. I straight feel ill the next day. How lousy were I. haha.. *__*

It was really an amazing,crazy and wonderful day..just like a dream. So happy to meet them all and hope to see them again.

~一部可爱的韩剧~

~带我走~

~傻瓜~

虽然有时的我会自夸，

但我其实不喜欢自夸；

我支持中华文化，

我也支持把世界文明化；

我爱看花，

我也爱看画画；

我喜欢吃木瓜，蜜瓜，西瓜，

就是不太欣赏冬瓜和黄瓜；

虽然我爱吃苦瓜，

但我不喜欢身边的人伤心得像苦瓜，

我喜欢他们每天开心和精神得像太阳花；

我不太爱说话，
但有时却很多话；

朋友常说我很听话，

但我有时却不想再听话，

因为听话会把人累垮；

现在的我觉得自己像个傻瓜，

会时不时想着他说的话；

我真的是个没用的傻瓜，

是时候学习忘掉他的话，

学习不再那么的听话，

把自己变成有用的傻瓜。。

~十一月的到来~

时间过得还真快。。

转眼间，做工已有三个星期了。。

这个星期很忙很累，

踏入十一月份的我还要应付考试和on call。。

是时候养好精神，

来迎接忙碌的十一月。。

今天晚上的我，
想要好好地睡场觉了。。

~最美的钻石~

全世界最美的钻石。。。

虽然它不能被带在身上，

虽然它不能向他人炫耀，

但,

它能永远地待在你的心上，

照耀你，

关心你，

一直陪着你。。。

它是唯一的，

因为它带着我深深的祝福。。。

~祝福~

分开的两个人，

无论时间的流逝，

无论距离的遥远，
只要之间的爱情还存在，

我总相信,
最终还是会回到对方的身边。。

希望他的她还在爱他，

希望她的他还在等她。。

祝福他幸福。。

~落汤鸡~

二十一日的雨下得好大好大，

忘了带雨伞的我被雨淋湿透了。。

更不得了的是，

我需要在这时候喂饱我那饿坏的车子，

都怪我平时的懒惰。。

狼狈不堪的我，

只好又再让雨滴在我身体滑过，

变成名副其实的落汤鸡了。。

雨，

太热情的你会让我感到很冷。。

~无敌铁金刚~

今天很多病人哦。。

忙得透不过气来。。

最糟糕的是今天的我心情坏极了，

原因是接触了几个孤零零地老人家。。

看着他们孤单又不稳的背影，

我的心酸极了。。

还好眼泪只在眼中打转。。

唯所庆幸的是当初没选择医生，

情绪化的我还是不适合这行业吧。。

不过，最近的我好像也太情绪化了吧。。

难道???我的更年期到了???

哈哈 ^__^

最近老天爷爷也和我一样哦，

爱闹情绪，忽冷忽热的，

让很多人都生病和受苦了。。

大家要好好照顾身体呀，

别让老天爷爷看扁了，

我们要向它证明，

我们是不怕风吹雨打的哦。。

因为我们是无敌铁金刚。。

~下雨天~

今天一整天都绵绵细雨。。

我喜欢看着雨滴从高高的天空落下。。

我期待看到雨后的彩虹。。

现在的我想喝杯浓浓的热巧克力，

吃着我最爱的新鲜出炉蛋塔，

再来几首动听的歌曲，

静静地欣赏美丽的雨景。。

幸福，就是那么的简单。。